||[Aug. 1st, 2006|12:38 am]
ok soooooooooo I talked to my apartment people thingys today and Im on a lease that you have to lose an arm to get out of sooo im going to continue to "stay" there but after the exterminator comes i'll be staying there. I'm going to try to spry a least a couple of times before the exterminator comes that way they will be for sure gone. and then I can move back into my apartment because i really don't want to live here anymore or any where else i ust want my house back and kitties back in my care and for my mom to stop nagging me but thats the one thats least likely to happen. I miss walking around in my underwear and dancing in my underwear. I miss waking up and my kitties sleeing by my head...I even miss their marthons up and down my body and then throwing them into the bathroom(ok not too much).I miss staying up into the wee hours of the morning sewing. Watching movies checking the mail ,cleaning , people spending the night or coming to vist at MY apartment,decorating...... I am so glad I don't have any posters picture frames or I'd be going insane right now. It's like some kind of ocd martha stewart sydrome or something. And i still really really would like to go to the ymca and workout I sure that would do me a world of good. I don't care if I sound gay this is is what I jussstssssst need right now.My bob itches really bad(Sorry), another thing I'm trying to figure out is how do you tell someone you like them without it sounding cheezy????? I can sense that the force is telling me that the time is fastly closing in where it need to get out in the open. do this how do you????(is that how yoda would say it I don't know I don't speak gremlin). Because I think he likes me well I know that he does'nt hate me he thinks I'm cool but does he like me? thats the question. Weither he does or does'ntI'm still telling him some how so he can get over it so I can get over it..... I don't even know or care....aaaahhhhh but I do.|
I'M DONE!!!!!!! this is me hating horomes
I wrote alot again are'nt those the best times though?