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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 2006|12:12 am]
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ok so today was fun I went swimming with abby and got over heated it was great. i met up with some people i havent seen in a long time. i used to babysit them theyve all gotten sooo big i about cried. they still need a babysitter though soooooo extra mula is coming my way yay!!!!!can we get a horay for money!!!even though it usually sucks cause thertes never enough of it amen. jared and finch brought me a cake and ice cream anna got me this awesome shirt jared also got gave me 5 dollars i got a card and a braclette from my family i got miniuts for my phone from tiffany so as soon as i put them on you can call me on it again yay emi have crystal give it to you. and i'm suppose to get 20 dollars from kat 20 dollars from savanna and 10 and a shirt from jessica that she already owns cause it looks so good on me. amanda wrote me a jun and riku fanfic that wasnt long enough i was like nooooo do'nt end it and shes going to get me something else to i just do'nt know what.it was fun the only thing i didnt get to do that i acktually wanted to do was go shopping for clothes i told savanna that i feel like i've had one of my boobs chopped off or something taking away shopping is like taking away you woman hood like not having a veegee ican't imagine not having my veegee or one of my boobs no matter how annoying they were in the past i love them now...and thats all i've got good night!!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 5th, 2006|12:22 am]
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Ok soooooo today due to my not caring attitude I went to go vist my friend Abby because I missed her when she was away at state fair. It was fun we took a walk...but we id'nt go to the dollar store and it was no where near a price chopper.any way she got a boyfriend while she was out there and they were trying to make plans to meet up tomorrow so she was on the phone for part of the time and I got to talk to phil it was great and he said goodbye to me when I left ......you ust don't understand I AM SOOOOOO IN LOVE WITH HIM AND i HATE IT IT'S GAY AND IT'S A DISTRACCTION.It causes unessisary frustration ....but I have a feeling that I just mite nab( that word looks so funny written out)this one things are going really well and hopfully soon I can tell him that I like him with out it sounding gay. My friend Jared says theres no way of avioding it but I can ward off gaynesss like chuck norris would be able to were he not gay him self. Wow 35 min ago I was 21 happy b-day me I never imagined me becoming 21 it's so weird. I really hope we get to meet Kaoru and shinya again that would ust be to cool and if they remebered us that would be even cooler.


......Crystal remeber at work when Valorie yelled at me for not telling her when I cut people????? well I told I was getting ready to I just had to discuss sometihng with teequa......I was sooooooooooooooooo lying, I never planned on telling her.......

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(no subject) [Aug. 3rd, 2006|06:52 pm]
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where the t is its suppose to say money I didnt check it cause Im lazy as heck
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(no subject) [Aug. 3rd, 2006|06:42 pm]
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Ok so I just took Kat to her first interview she getting soooooooooooooooo big. I want to go to the park. Sorry anyway I talk to my mom for the first time in like three days because I was mad at her. Everythyings going prefectly fine and she has to start an arguement about something thats been discussed 5000 times. And she wonders what throws me into aniexty attacks.anyway I hope I get to go to the park I really only have enough gas to get to and from work tomorrow then my crswing days are over. for the weekend till I can pull some money out of my butt. And how that works is that I reach in and up till my hand comes out of my mouth and takes the t of my moms hand which is also coming out of her mouth(she always has better luck than me).I have a pimple on my forehead and it hurts....and thats all I have.
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(no subject) [Aug. 2nd, 2006|10:10 am]
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Hey Booboo did you know that I don't even care????????
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(no subject) [Aug. 1st, 2006|12:38 am]
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ok soooooooooo I talked to my apartment people thingys today and Im on a lease that you have to lose an arm to get out of sooo im going to continue to "stay" there but after the exterminator comes i'll be staying there. I'm going to try to spry a least a couple of times before the exterminator comes that way they will be for sure gone. and then I can move back into my apartment because i really don't want to live here anymore or any where else i ust want my house back and kitties back in my care and for my mom to stop nagging me but thats the one thats least likely to happen. I miss walking around in my underwear and dancing in my underwear. I miss waking up and my kitties sleeing by my head...I even miss their marthons up and down my body and then throwing them into the bathroom(ok not too much).I miss staying up into the wee hours of the morning sewing. Watching movies checking the mail ,cleaning , people spending the night or coming to vist at MY apartment,decorating...... I am so glad I don't have any posters picture frames or I'd be going insane right now. It's like some kind of ocd martha stewart sydrome or something. And i still really really would like to go to the ymca and workout I sure that would do me a world of good. I don't care if I sound gay this is is what I jussstssssst need right now.My bob itches really bad(Sorry), another thing I'm trying to figure out is how do you tell someone you like them without it sounding cheezy????? I can sense that the force is telling me that the time is fastly closing in where it need to get out in the open. do this how do you????(is that how yoda would say it I don't know I don't speak gremlin). Because I think he likes me well I know that he does'nt hate me he thinks I'm cool but does he like me? thats the question. Weither he does or does'ntI'm still telling him some how so he can get over it so I can get over it..... I don't even know or care....aaaahhhhh but I do.


I'M DONE!!!!!!! this is me hating horomes

I wrote alot again are'nt those the best times though?
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(no subject) [Jul. 28th, 2006|09:04 pm]
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So I went back today for a second interview and ..... I got the job I start in sept. is excited and scared. I havent felt this tired in a long time I hope this work free weekend will get me up to par(does a gay laugh and slaps knee til it breaks).I'm probably going to move out of my house soon and move in with my moms friend Rhonda shes really cool ssoooooooooooooo....yeah. I wish I had a membership to the ymca I need to get some endorfins pumping. I'm feeling kinda down even though my check was bigger than I thought and I got a new job. What I need aswell is a god book I have'nt read a new good book in a long time. I don't know I just need a change of senery I guess. It's summer and I have cabin fever,.....I don;t know , I don't even know but I do care cause I don't feel good. oh oh oh and a god movie I want to watcha good movie or for a marathon to come on. Thus the endless babble of .....iiiiii''''''mmmmmmmmm out!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jul. 25th, 2006|05:21 pm]
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Today it got hot again I think it just needs to be 80 degrees that would be nice.Instead of ooohoohhhhhhhh....say a hundred something. I'm so excited about the possiblity of get a new job though, and I'll be working with kids. I love kids I don't know. Actually I do and I do care as well. When I talked to the lady on the phone it sounded promising.... soooooooooooooooo I'm excited. I really want to make a pretty layout after I figure out what I want to do I'll try to pimp this j out. I'm so cool!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jul. 23rd, 2006|10:17 pm]
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First I'd like to say that I don't know what I'm doing and I don't even care! I usually don't use capitolization or punctuation. So enjoy it while you can I'm lazy. So what did I do today well..... I went to church ,went to see pirates of the caribean...it was ok I can tell that the third one is going to be good.Oh and Phil my crush said hi to me today and I know it sounds stupid but you don't know how shy he is. So this is a very big deal....I DON'T EVEN KNOW!!!!!!! Actually I do know and I do care because I'm in love with him and you guys can call me gay I DON'T EVEN CARE!!!!! And he sprung up conversation with me he asked me which was worse an extremely bushy mustache or horrible sideburns(I said horrible side burns). So thats whats going good , and things that are'nt uuuhhhhhhhh ha!ha! uuuuhhhhhhh the fleas that have taken over my house is so symbolic of my life right now its that sense of being overwelmed too many things going on. It's not as bad as it use to be I'm learning alot about being more trusting in god that I don't have to get stressed out that it going to be taken care of. That doesn't go to say that the situation at hand is ok or that I'm not going to still be stressed to some extent but I know everythings going to work out in the end so thats pretty col stuff. Just that Gods been teaching me these past couple of years. Things worth having don't come easily. Wow this is kinda fun I think I'm really going to like this journal thing. I have a prayer journal but this is diffrent a .....regular journal I guess. I have to get my tooth pulled this week cool but not cool. But it'll give my wisdom teeth more room. Cause there's a battle of epic porportions(is that right???? oh well) going on in there" I'm a moller wisdom tooth get out of my gums"( I love Dane). I'm really hoping to get another job as well. I also need to figure out if I'm going to let my friends mom move in with me....I DONT EVEN KNOW but I do care. I don't even............... But I am in a great mood probably because of Phil most likely , anything I can get from him makes me .....I don't know.....I don't know....happy I guess but that doesn't even seem to say it. Enjoy your night love you all!!!!!!!!!!!!
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