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[Aug. 19th, 2006|08:06 pm]
Ok, so tonight will be my first night back in my apartment it's going to be so weird. I'm glad to be back thogh sooooooooooo glad now I have what my mom calls "my sancturary" back. I have a place to collect my thoughts I can clean and decorate and ....just be martha stewart all I want. It relaxs me just thinking about it. I'm so excited!!!!!! Ok so I talked to abby yesterday and what I thought was a brave forward attempt at telling phil I like him ...well... I think it failed because boys are dumb asnd she's says that she does'nt think that he got it and I believe her. He treated me the same as he always does. I also think this because girls flirt with him all the time and he never gets it. They'll be like she was so flirting with you and he'll be like no she was'nt and they're like ok, whatever phil. What do I have to do !!!!!! I'm soooo sick of this crap !!! He just needs to relize it!!!!!!!!!AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ....me hardys...no just joking but I really am upset. I just have to go back to the drawing board I guess. I anybody has any ideas don't hesitate to tell me cause I'm coming to my wits end with this and someday I'm just going to end up yelling it at him then he'll think that I'm stark raving mad. I hate this......

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